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Just wanted to wish everyone a happy holiday and a super new year.

On another note… I stumbled across a folder that I used to keep all my personal writings in. The folder is old and dog-eared and has the words “Writer’s Block” written across the front, although I’m not sure why. Anyway, inside I found a bunch of old notes, stories and poems that I’d written and stuffed away. One of them was a short story I wrote the year after graduating from college sometime around Christmas 1993. The story takes place at christmas 10 years in the future, which incidentally would have been in 2002, so it was interesting to read and look back on where I thought I’d be today. At that time I was in the closet, living in North Carolina working for a computer consulting company and was preparing to enter active duty in the Army. I’m not sure what the story says about me to other people who read it, but to me it brings back very clearly the struggle I was having at that time with my sexuality and the straight life I was hiding behind. It also reminds me of how desparately I wanted to find someone I could relate to and that I had already resigned myself to someday getting married and living the “normal” life. It also occurred to me that it’s very similar to the new movie “Brokeback Mountain”. Go see it if you have the opportunity.
Anyway, I decided to post the entire story here. Click through below to continue reading. I hope you enjoy it.
Merry Christmas!
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